Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Day 363

I came across Guy Sebastian and Jordin Sparks' Art of Love, and that is exactly how I feel...It ain't perfect, but it's worth it, And it's always getting better, It's gonna take some time to get it right. Cause I'm still learning the art of love, I'm still trying to not mess up.So whenever I stumble let me know,You need to spell it out ....

Commitment, effort to make a change to better ourselves and each other, respect, stop and listen to each other. If one wants to make it work, one will.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Day 364

"How was your day?"

It's good - I replied unenthusiastically.
Nothing interesting happened? - the usual followup question, in which normally at this point, it is an invitation for me to start my verbal diarrhoea -
Well, L walked in today and mentioned about the Kitchen Tea she attended on Sunday and how there is a hiccup - I go on to reiterate the story - until 30 seconds later, watching the slow morphing of his face into an expressionless statue, knowing he's spaced out, and remembering I am not supposed to talk about weddings and marriage, gave a brief conclusion of the end of the story.

This I believe is not entirely my fault; I was just relating an interesting story across to him. Thank Goodness I will not have to see nor speak with him the next few days makes it easier to avoid the topic.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Day 365

he promised me with the next 12 months as of yesterday, he will make a honest woman out of me. This is a fairly good reason to blog my experience, struggle, and -perhaps insignificant - emotions of this huge anticipation of the day. We've been randomly talking about it for a couple of months, and the uncertainty has caused me great upset. Gen Y - the ME Generation - I have not yet lived up to my peers' classes and standards in attitude of focusing on me yet, so I thought I take this opportunity to start recording, and 'sharing' with the world.

As soon as I promised not to talk about putting the pressure on, everything we saw on TV or the conversations held around us were about weddings and marriages! I couldn't help myself but grin.